Update: Upcoming news, events, projects etc.

Hey Everyone! :D

I have not forgotten you all don't worry. I have a lot I want to share with you all (given the title) some parts of this would be shared later on today and others probably the next few days. My art haul will be shared with you soon (by soon I mean most likely today) I have many other things I want to share with you all so stay tuned for more.

Here is a list of things that I would share to you all:
~ Art Haul (Most likely today)
~ Writing event (Most likely today as well)
~ Creative art and crafts projects (probably tomorrow)
~ Changes to this blog (the next few weeks - slow process)
~ Blogging (Should be more regular)
~ Youtube/Filming (Coming soon - hopefully)
~ Story writing (update on this would be shared in a few days)

So as you can see there is a lot of things that I want to tell you all about so look forward to it all. Have a lovely morning, evening, night, day etc.

Take care and think positive

Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

Overcame one obstacle two to go!

Hey Everyone!! :D

So like the title suggests, I have just been through one obstacle and would face another two more soon. One of the obstacle would be tomorrow, it's not really an obstacle just more of a result in waiting. Which if it turns out to be a positive then I have officially past this obstacle, and if not well then I'd have to readjust my life for the next year again. I know what you're all thinking, what on earth is this obstacle she's going on about? Well I would tell you all but first I would like to overcome it and see the result (hence waiting for tomorrow) then I can spill it out all to you as to why I'm not as active as usual. The second obstacle may take a few weeks to take affect but I don't want it to become too much of a stress so I'll just tell you all about that soon (soon meaning proabably tomorrow as well).



Ok now enough about the obstacles and on to some good and exciting news!! So when I told you all I ordered some art supplies on Black Friday, it was finally delivered to me last week Friday!! :D I was soo excited but I had to contain my excite because of the recent happenings in my life. However now that they are over (sort of) I should be able to talk to you all about it.

Now, I order really good and quality acrylic paints, and watercolours and some water colour papers. I noticed that I don't have watercolour paints or papars so I ordered them, I do however have watercolour pencils so I didn't splurge any money on that. I bought mini canvases and other board canvases. I also bought oils paint, the good quality one, I'm a pretty fast learner, so once I observe something I pretty much obsorb everything I can (in most cases) so I'm currently learning about that too. I also bought Turpentine to thin and clean my brushes and oil paints with them. I've done some research on Turpentine and found that you should use it in a well ventalated area and to be careful on using it as it is toxic. Finally, that last thing I bought was AIR DRY CLAY!!!!! I've been overly excited to work with clay!! I know Sculpey is a good baking clay but I wanted to start off with air dry clay. I bought two different brands so I would be using them soon I'm just overly excited with it!! I really can't wait to get stuck in to it. I just need to order a blade and rolling pin for it and I'm good to go because I already have the tools that I bought over a year ago so I'm really excited for it a lot!! :D

I shall show you the pictures of what I got but in my next post as I can't go on typing too much and need to rest up (and calm my hype) and just research and learn more about arts and crafts! :D Please do look forward to upcoming creativity I'll be working on a lot (slowly but surely). Also I apologise for my rambling but I wanted to keep you all updated on my happenings and missed telling you all about things.

Also my creative writing is sort of on a hold because I need to do some Islamic research to see what I can add to my story content without it clashing with the Islamic rulings. So don't worry I shall be on board with it soon (most probably next year - I'M SO SORRY!) but I do really want to put a lot of effort into it and because of my health I can't strain myself too much.

Well I think that's all for now, I will chat to you all in my next post (likely tomorrow) and keep you all updated. Sorry for not making this as positive as I hoped but I shall end on a positive note! Work hard and the result will be a fruiteful success, you may not see it directly dig a little deeper and search for the hidden message because I can almost say for certain it would always end in something good. Take care and think positive Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

Opportunities Await!

Hey everyone! :D

So it's been a few days since my last blog post and I thought to myself I should start to blog again. I wanted to post for you yesterday but I didn't - it slipped my mind completely. So I thought I would do so today.



Firstly, I wanted to say that I am really excited about this course that I am taking. I enjoy learning new things and this is something too. Learning Adobe illustrator will help me construct a foundation on my digital art side of things. It's such a versertile opportunity and I feel like I'm learning a lot now as well. The class is on every Tuesday evening and I love what I'm learning. Hopefully when I become better at the digital art I can create different avenues for clients. I'm feeling excited and optimistic about it.

Secondly, I have been doing my writing recently, but it's not anything new it's more like I'm trying to catch up on what I have not written. Then I can continue from where I left off. I love writing, as you all are probably aware. I aspire to be a good author in the future, I'm still hoping for this dream and feel like I can begin to take a step towards this goal.

Thirdly, I am currently still reading the book I've been obsessing about and I love it so much!!! I'm a hopeless romantic and that's why I love the romantic aspect of things a lot along side comedy as well! I mean who doesn't like a good laugh?

Finally, I did some artwork that I'd like to share with you all and one of them gave me an idea for Art Cards (which I haven't forgotten) so that should be coming to you all very soon!! :D

This completes the last few days worth of blogging. I hope this was interesting, and I hope you like my artwork!

Take Care and think positive TaranaBstar A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox (I know I didn't write this on my last post so I added it on here now lol I'll try and remember to add this).

200th post Part 2 of 2

Hey Everyone :D

Note: This is part 2 of 2 in the 200th post! Hope you enjoy :) If you would like to read part 1 please click here

So here is part 2. Now let me tell you what I've been up to (hehe sort of rhymed lol). Firstly, I've been so engrossed in wattpad reading books and just LOVE it some much. I have a guilty pleasure on reading reverse harem books/mangas and so on. I love the romance and drama in the books especially those that are reverse harem (search it up if you don't know what I'm talking about). Now as a Muslim I know these kinds of things is Haram so I'm not going to promote it and I don't write stories like that either I just read about them. So don't be thinking I have lost my faith in my religion or anything I'm still strong rooted and still learning.



So I joined Wattpad, which is a place where you can read books and stories online by many authors. I'm sure I told you all how I was engrossed in a story completely. Well I recently started another series and pretty much up to date with the series and craving for more (secret indulgent in mind I love reverse harem so it's along those lines) but it's not updated and the next book comes out well tomorrow so the book that I want to read is a book before and I haven't read yet because it's not available yet (online I mean, I couldn't find it in the libraries near me so I'm going for online). So this author actually does cheat sheets and behind the scenes and answers questions of the readers and much more. One of the sneak peak she showed how her thought process was working and how she does her writing. She took a screen shot of her current writing work and I thought to myself I want to know what programme she is using because it's very organised and I can do a lot. So I found out it was Microsoft OneNote! One of the best programmes ever!! You can literally click anywhere and start typing and it would or input an image or draw literally very precise and convience. So I decided to start using it and here is a screen shot of my work at the moment:

If you look closely at the image you can see that I started using this on 2nd October 2014 and also if you follow my writing blog you would also know that I have already started on chapters 1-7 and working on my 8th chapter. Which I actually wrote quite a lot but I would continue it as soon as I come up to date with the other tabs. On the left side of the tabs you can see names of other stories - which I am collabing with others and I thought this would make everything so much more organised and motivates me to actually do more writing which I have been. I love using this programme. (Also I have not been paid to advertise this programme this is just from my opinion and personal experience). So that's what I've been doing with my writing side (that's for those of you who were curious to know and follow my writing blog).

Moving on last Satuday I went out and met with my friends because it's been a LONG time since I've seen them and well when I did I was really happy because I was able to catch up with them and it was nice. My friend and I all exchanged gifts as well because we were expecting to gifts (well I know I was so I wanted to do the same) and my other didn't forgot to bring her gifts for us but she said she would post it to us so I'll show them when they arrive. So anyway me and my friend went to order while my other friend stayed behind to watch over her son (who is adorable by the way!).

They guy that took my order was really nice and friendly, so I gave him my order while I went over towards the drink when I got there me and my friend just started talking. When we arrived to our table, my other friend went to order and told us to keep an eye on her son which we did and we started talking and playing.

Which I then thought was a good time to give my friend her gift, I gave her a mini canvas, a mint green candle set with a ceramic candle holder plate and of course some Maultesers. Which then I was surprsied with the gifts my friend gave me. I wasn't expecting anything spectacular or big but she gave me two gifts which was wrapped (I love opening presents I mean who doesn't?).

She bought me a sketching set, a sketch pad and a canvas! :D I LOOOOVE it so much!! I'm like super eager to start on my drawing too.

Then like about few minutes (literally) my order came! I was so shocked and my friend was asking me how come my order came and hers didn't which was what I was thinking and then I thought to myself I think that the guy liked me lol. But anyways this is what I order, a chicken burger with chips and of course the bottomless drink.

 

Here is what my friend ordered and her son as well got some food too <3

After that I order some desert, frozen yogurt and BOTTOMLESS too!!!! I loved it sooo much I enjoyed the amount I had I the fact that it was bottomless meant I could have as much as I wanted (which I did!!) Oh the joy I felt!! I loved it!

So when I came home my friend put up a picture of what she did with the mini canvas. She made a foot print of her nephews feet and hung it up it's sooo adorable and was soo cute!! Afterwards I has to stay home for a good week to recover from the event because I was in a lot of aches and pains. Then on Monday (two days after the outing) I wanted to paint on the canvas my friend bought me and so I did with the help of Youtube and this was my result:



Honestly saying I think I'm improving a lot more on my artwork and soon I would get it to the stage of perfection (in my eyes) and feel that satisfaction. There would've been a few things I would change in this painting, firstly I would use a lot less highlights on the clouds and make sure the sun's light really reflected and the reflection on the water too. But i was out of paint nearly so I need to stock up on my acrylics!

Then a few days ago I felt really creative and wanted to draw so I started merging many drawings and practices of them all into one. And I created this: (started on 23/10/14 and actually worked and completed the next day but it really took less then a day).

The drawing may not be clear because of the photo but it's actually a lot more darker than it looks.

And so now that I have catched you all up in my current life happening let me tell you a little about my health. Previously I mentioned I went to see a private doctor and so the results helped me out a lot more than I expected. I'm feeling a lot better and I can move around a lot better but it's still not 100% but it's getting there. I have hospital appointment coming up soon with the pain clinic and I'm looking forward to the outcome of that. Hopefully, I would be able to work even if it is part time and I'm hoping to improve on it by attending the pain clinic.

Well let me see what else should I tell you all? Oh yeah, I've also recently been taking a short course in Adobe Illustrator which is helping me in my graphical art. I really enjoy the class! It's fun to learn about the programme and I'm enjoying it a lot. I started this programme at the beginning of October and missed one lesson because I joined late. I will also be starting a sewing class in the beginning of November too so I'm looking forward to that. I love learning in general! :D

Umm well I think that's about it. Now let me talk about updates here and there:
Other blog news:
Firstly, I'm taking a break in writing on my writing blog for now because there's a lot of things I need to work on and like I mentioned upbove I'll be using OneNote to progress. However I should be still posting poems here and there.

Secondly, my gaming blog would also be on hold because I don't want to do too much at the same time but I should be taking it slow. Everything would continue but at a really slow pace. So my Youtube channel will be on hold as well.

General news for this blog:
So in this blog, I shall update you all with my life again regularly, and I'll try and keep it limited and not make it soo long like these two post have been. I would like to say I want to blog daily but I know if I say it then it won't happen because I don't think I would be able to blog daily, but regularly I can manage :D

Also when I went to meet with my friends, I bought two packs of cards and one pack of pastel paper. I came up with a great way to use them. I'm going to create, what I called, #ArtCards (Art Cards). All you do is create small drawing, painting, inking etc. on a certain size card and you can collect so many. The only thing you can't draw is people and animal (for religion reasons of course) and then you can distribute them online (by selling your #ArtCards in packs that people can buy and collect. There would be themed cards (such as special occasion, seasons, food, etc.) and limited edition cards and much much more! You can start it at your home with cards or even paper in the size of cards you desire! I'm going to be creating some soon and I'll share it with you all.

That's all I have to update you all on. I hope you enjoyed this, I'm sorry for taking so long but like I said I had many things happening that I wanted to share and it was keeping me busy. I like writing long posts but I know many would not be able to spend that time to read it, but I appreciate those who do. I'll try and keep it limited like I did with my Ramadan Diaries so don't worry.

I shall talk to you all soon, until next time take care and think positive Tarana A beaming star shining with postivity for the world to embrace xoxox

Feeling of mixed emotions in one

Hey Everyone!! :D

Ok so I know it's been a long time since I lasted posted but it's because I've been really busy!! Honest :O

Today was a very special occasion (6th April 2014) I won't say what it is just yet because I don't want to ruin it or anything. But there was a lot going on today and I've been feeling mixed things from it. Sad, happy amazed and proud are some of the many emotions I'm feeling right now. Now I know I'm not really saying anything but believe me after a month or so you'll know exactly why that is - I know I know that's such a long time away but believe me it's worth it ;)

Other than that I'm really sorry for not posting much about my daily life. Busy schedule recently so I'll try to post weekly just you all could know what happened over the week! :)

This week was very busy and tiring at the same time but amazing and happy as well.

Health wise nothing much had changed except for my appointment that is coming this month so I'm looking forward to that. ;) I hope my health would improve a ton and I hope to get well soon as I've noticed how popular I am!! :O (jk jk, although there's a lot of responsibility though that I can't do which I want to do).

Lastly, I've been working on my writing recently so if you go over to my writing blog you will see them! So please do check them out and let me know what you think of them!! Doing two collab work which I'm enjoying a lot and of course there's my story too. Also a little side not for this one PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ THE 'quick update' POST!! As it has important updates on my writing.

Ok well I think that's all about what I can say :) I'm really sorry for not saying too much but I hope that you'll appreciate it and enjoy it and sooth yourself with some reading over at my Expressive Writing blog.

Take care everything and think positive Tarana A beaming shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

hey hey

Hellloooo!! :D

Ok so I've been preoccupied these few days (since my last post) with writing and taking my lil sis to her placement for the week :) So it's not like me to neglect you :O Anyways nothing really much to say today except that the last post contained a lot of artsy work and not this post will contain some creative writing work, so here's the links to the most recent writing work I've been doing and of course the collab writing work too :)





http://express-writing.blogspot.co.uk/2014/03/another-collab-work-is-out-d.html

http://express-writing.blogspot.co.uk/2014/03/check-this-out.html

Also please make sure to check out my co-writers blog that they created, daydreamer, I must admit it's actually better than mine for sure!! :O So if you like any of my creative writing work then please check out daydreamers' work it's great!!

daydreamersflashbacks.blogspot.co.uk

Well I guess that's it for now ;) I'll talk to you all soon (more likely tomorrow) until then take care and think positive. Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

Happy 1 year and 2 days anniversary!! :)

Heey everyone!! :D

Ok I know I've said I'll be doing a lot, and I did say I'll be making some changes to this blog (which I haven't given up on yet it will be done soon) so bare with me please. Also, given from the title, it's now my 1 year and 2 days anniversary since I've made this blog!! ^^ I'm really happy, I still remembered how I used to get 1 view or so in my blog and I felt extrememly happy! :)

Even now it's nice to know how as soon as I post something it automatically recieves a few views and I owe it all to you! So thank you so much!! :D It means the world to me to know that I'm able to be a part of your life even in the most smallest way possible, I really appreciate each and every view and person :)




If you head on over to my Expressive writing you will see my recent post :) I've posted the post just before writing this post and it's on a song I wrote :P I NEVER write songs or ever recorded myself doing one (I didn't record this by the way). I just randomly thought of this and I wanted to write it down and to be honest I'm actually happy at how it turned out. There is a reason why I wrote this song but I prefer not to say :P and I know most poeple would assume things from reading the lyrics but I still won't tell you if it's right or wrong :P So please check it out it's called I love you

Click to read the song

Also I've started to do my collab writing work with people so make sure to check that out over at my expressive writing blog. I'm really enjoying it and it's very interesting what others come up with I hope to do more over time :)

Ok well I hope you all are doing well and are always thinking positively. My healthis pretty much the same still but anytime there is sunlight I go out in the sun and enjoy the sunshine :) Although I got a little sunburnt but I'm still good :) I just hope that my health will get better soon though! :)

Take care and stay positive Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

The miracle of Allah!

Hey everyone!! :D

Ok I just had to share this with you all!! This is what happens when you have faith in Allah and also when you're optimistic! :) You know how in the morning it was raining and windy and I told you all to be very optimistic as even a gloomy weather can cheer people up! So for those who don't like it at all or think that it doesn't set the mood or feel only something gloomy from it well here's the miracle! :)

See this is the view I got while I was praying my Asr salah :) ALhamdulilah I'm so grateful! To different people this would have different meanings to me it's the fact that I pushed myself to pray and thought positively and I felt great about it! This is how you mind should put you to ease, many people do not think of the littlest things so I wanted to bring this to people's attention, count your blessings is a very important step to releasing too much stress, and from thinking negative thoughts all the time.

I hope this has been an inspiration to you all in some way and to also think of this as a way to move forward with your life or to even take a step back think about things carefully.

On other note I pretty much did everything that I said that I was going to do today! and I will be working on my last part which is the laptop stuff. It's been a very productive day I managed to finish writing another chapter of my story (which I am pleased about - should be up soon) and also did my prayers (so far) and even though I feel SUPER tired I have enough energy to get me back on my feet for the rest of the day! Hope this has been a useful blog to you all and keeping thinking positive thoughts, take care Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

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Also one more thing I just wanted to thank my followers on instagram! It's growing slowly but surely so I'm very happy about that! Thank you much!! :D

Feeling really optimistic!

Hey everyone! :D

So today I am very optimistic as well as I was the same yesterday, there's no special reason behind it though I just feel happy and I think that it's a good thing to feel all the time.

My hospital appointment is drawing near and I feel like I want it to go with more benefits, although if it doesn't then of course I'll be ok with it but I would appreciate a lot when the time comes for when more actions are taken for my health. So at the moment I am anticipating my appointment because I want to know what the outcomes would be.

Also I've uploaded another part to my gaming here's the link:

click me

Hope you enjoy it :)

Well anyways I felt like sharing some positive vibe with the world so I hope that helps you all out ;) take care Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity all the way xoxox

Feeling refreshed!! :D

Hey everyone!! :D

Ok I have no idea why but today I just feel completely refreshed to the point where I feel like I can do anything!!! :D Of course I know that I can't because of you know what but I just wanted to share this feeling with you guys.

I'm really feeling the creative writing side of me today this was definitely the influence of my latest drama that's I've been watching call Flower Boy Next Door it's a really good drama and I really loved the whole expressive writing part when the girl writes in her diary! It's inspired me to write my story up! :D So I think I'll take a break from my laptop for some time and catch up on my journal writing and story writing :D

Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful and active day make sure to always be looking at the light of every situation because it helps build your self esteem and builds the person that you are :) Take care Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

Happy 1 year anniversary Aston and some special news! :D

Hello People! :D

Ok so today there are a few things I would like to get out in the open one is bad but on the other hand it's actually balances out with good points...actually more good than bad :D So firstly, lets that the bad thing out of the way, it's basically that there's quite a bit of a storm around the South of the UK so it said that it would hit just a little bit over around the South East (where I live...so basically in London). Honestly we don't really get storms and things like the way the get it in US and other counttries. So it becomes a much bigger deal in here, especially in London because it's not common and people tend to get a little apprehensive ofor their own safety and such that some don't even prepare for it! Well to be honest that's not me...or my family...sort of :) Anyways,, there is quite a heavy wind and it said to last for about 2-3 days! :O so I was quite surprised by this! :D Fortunately, everyone in my family are safe! 

Ok now that the bad news is gone, lets go on to the next point :) Ok so today is the 1 year anniversary of owning Aston!!! :D This day last year Aston was brought home to our little home! :D He's a cheeky one and the most adorably cute one too! I thought I'd share some photoa of Aston from this day 1 year ago and one for this current day too! So here it is!! :D

 Here are the pictures from 1 year ago (28/10/2012):

Here are the pictures of the current Aston (28/10/2013):

(The picture above was taken yesterday (27/10/10) I wanted share this one coz I thought it was so cute!! other than the right eye lol looks a little funny hehe)









Ok so that's all about Aston! :D The other special thing is related to my other blog stuff...more specifically The Sims 2 blog! I wanted to all let you know that I would be start a new family!! :D I would be recording this one but non commentary though because this is something that I don't want to use my voice in because of my health currently! So yeah I hope you enjoy this new project!! :D Also I would be updated my Sims 2 blog with this too! :)



Ok well that's all for now everyone! :D I hope that everyone liked today's post I know I did!! :D Take care and think positive xoxox

Just been watching tv shows :D

Hey everyone! :D

Ok so today I have been watching my favourite tv shows!! :D you know what they are The Vampire Diaries (Squeal with me people *squeals*) and the spin-off The Originals! I really love these two shows they are really good! :D

Anyways I really enjoyed it so much that I went onto watch some interviews on the casts and really wanting to know about their character in real life :) It was nice I did the same thing last week too but I didn't watch it properly. I was watching Ian Somerhalder's interview and really felt that Ian was a really honest and down to earth kind of individual that I think is unique to find sometimes. But it's not that many other's don't have that same quality and there are, there are also those with complimenting qualities too....it's nice :)

Also I have been reading a new manga and it's about a writer and a director trying to work together, but because of this manga it made me want to write my story - which I will be doing today (or what's left of today) - and I am not typing it up because from chapter 5 and onwards I'll write it up first and then type it and I know it's longer by doing this but it's better for me because then I can work on editing easily.

Anyways, I thought I'd just catch you up on my life and thoughts to you all ^^ because I want to keep it a regular thing as much as possible, I won't mention about blogging everyday because sometimes I don't so I think it would be better to just continue the way it's going! :D

#Side Note - not so important...in fact you all don't have to read this at all lol#

As you can see I'm using colour again!! (yaay) Just thought I'd let you all know that I would start writing more like this rather than the dull black all the time :) the rest of the colours on my other posts would stay the same unless of course I'm posting through my ipod which it would stay black lol. I know this wasn't neccessary to say but I felt like just getting it out there.

Well that's all everyone take care and think positive xoxox

Drifting into endless motivation and searching for some redemption

Hey everyone! :D

Ok so I know it's been awhile but I must say that it was only because I haven't been feeling so great! However I thought that I would write something today because I would feel bad if I didn't. So I thought I'd talk about something that I really love and motivates me to move forward! :D

It's the thought that this illness that I have is actually a blessing in disguise! I think that even though I'm in a lot of pain it means that Allah loves me a lot! :D He only thinks the best of people and never gives any trouble or illness that a person can't handle. By thinking like this it makes me feel that I am closer to my redemption then ever before. I feel motivated by the fact that I will be able to do some creative things (although I haven't done anything yet) but I know I will be able design great clothes and create an whole new world when it comes to story writing so yeah I think I will definitely be able to work from something! At the moment it would have to be my story, I have made a start on my next chapter (handwritten) and I will work on it and of course I will work on my clothes designs because I feel the creative juice flow bursting inside of me! :D I will definitely work with that and also I hope that I could start - after my hospital appointment in November - my charms and jewellery making stuff to share with people! So do look forward to that! :D

So I thought I'd pass on some positive thoughts around the world because I'm sure somewhere someone will feel that they are in a very bad situation and feel like they can't go on any longer. My advice to you would be not to worry so much and be yourself because it does become better than you think I know because I had glimpses of the good fortune! Even now I feel fortunate that my suffering is not as bad as some because there is always someone out there who suffer something even more worse than you. So just be patient and do positive things and good will come your way when you lease expect it! :D Don't feel like you are alone because there is always someone out there who is willing to help and if you feel like there is no one then think of Allah and you will be in a good place. Allah has always said: Think of Me when you are suffering and you will be rewarded because I never leave you. (This is not the exact words but it's something like this) Also if you feel like you need someone to talk to I will always be here for anyone! Because one of the things that I enjoy doing is helping others the most! :D 

Anyways take care and think positive! :D as always with love! xoxox

Update on my Expressive writing blog

Hey everyone! :D

Just wanted to quickly update you all in my Expressive Writing blog as I know I said I would make some changes and it never happened.....well it did now! It's changed so please go and check out my latest update on that! :D I will also be posting this on my community so yeah please check it out!!! :D

Here's a link to my latest post on my Expressive Writing blog:

Expressive Writing blog update

So yeah anywho I will keep you all posted!! :D xoxox

Update on my writing blog and happy birthday lil sis (Updated 13/09/2013)

Hey everyone! :D

Just as the title says check out my writing blog I have FINALLY posted my chapter 4 of Two of a Kind!!! :D here's a quick link to get you there:

Two of a Kind Chapter 4

Please read and enjoy I just wanted to say that I was actualy working on this all this time so there could be some typos please excuse them! Enjoy and as always let me know what you think!! :D

Also it's my sisters birthday today and she's 15!! :O So I want to give a quick shout out to her!! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY baby girl :P She's the youngest in my family that just goes to show how grown up we all are (well by number we are by heart we're all still a baby ;))

Take care and think positive xoxox

Great News a must read!!! Please join! :D (Monstly Special)

Hey Everyone!! :D

Ok as you know I have been really ill (that still hasn't changed) however I felt that I really need to start working on my social part of things such as my blog and other things that I said that I would do when I get my laptop but I didn't. So I've finally made a start on it!!

Basically, I had the idea of creating a sort forum like place where people can discuss and talk!! I know there are probably a few of you out there who want to comment on my blogs but for some reason it doesn't work! so I've come up with something that I thought I might share with you all!! It's a community!!! :D That's right everyone I've created a community for you all to join on google + so that you can post and comment as much as you like on there!! :D

Also I am using this community as a forum for other conversations such as mangas, anime, my other blogs too!! :D So no will be left alone and anyone can join in when they want!!! :D

The name of my community is called The Conversations! here's a link:

The Conversation

So do check it out please!! and please join and tell other's about it!! just remember it was born today so there will be many special things coming up!!! :D

Also I'll tell you all what happened yesterday - I went for the interview and my interviewer loved my CV! :D She accepted me onto the agency!! :D Now today I'm filling out a few things and should be getting work soon!! :D Exciting or what!!!

Anyways think positive people if you're ever in a pinch you will definitely see the other end of that tunnel one day you just have to be optimistic oh n make sure to stay safe!! :D xoxox

No pain no gain :P

Hey everyone! :D

Lets just say what happened today shall we? (Well technically yesterday now giving that its now 1:15am). I guess I woke up late (same situation as usual) and then I went on m laptop sorted out my JSA log for Tuesday and then played the sims 2 all the way :) but honestly it didn't help as I was in so much pain but I still played and that was about it!

Although I did have the sudden urge to write up m overdue chapter that I have been delaying!! So I think I will do that right after this post! And this time I think I should probably post it by the end of the weekend honestly saying this story should've been finished by now as my aim was to finish it before my 23rd bday and then aimed to finish before the end of August obviously neither one of them happened so yeah I think I have more of a chance to complete it soon as the ICT course will be starting by the end of this month so yeah I'm pretty excited about that!! :D

Anywho I haven't much else to say so I'll end it here and say as usual stay safe and think positive and the situation will definitely become better!! :D xoxox

Sorry for not blogging! :O Depressed but then Impressed! :D Happy go Lucky as always :) (Post about yesterday and today)

Hey Everyone!! :D

How are you all? :) Ok I need to apologise for yesterday! Honestly saying I forgot to :O I was playing on that online game :) and I totally forogt and by the time I remembered it was too late and I was going to sleep! So I'll blog for today! :)

Firstly, I was a little depressed yesterday because I wasn't getting a job but in a way I was happy because my dad was really supportive of my jewellery making home business :) It's something I have been thinking about so I will make it happen! :D I was also thinking about my life skills such as driving...yep I still haven't learnt driving....so I really want to get that out of the way. Knowing me I feel a little scared because I always think of myself as a clumsy driver that would make a stupid mistake and end up in a car accident...I know the paranoia thought lol. But it's a natural thought to have so I was thinking about it but of course I am not totally discouraged and my big sis was being very supportive which was nice :)

Anyways, I was talking to my sis about how it's hard to find a job...and I was thinking about how the one thing that is a more definite thing that can't go wrong is going wrong just made me feel like I'm cursed when it comes to finding a job! But then today I check my e-mail and I get an e-mail from my uni about the CV workshop that I was thinking would never happen...and it turns out they finally made the session on Tuesday next week! :D Of course I am happy but and a little hopeful but I won't bring my hopes up and I will definitely not give up because there is always hope! :D Also when I was loading the e-mail I was thinking that the session would be on my birthday and guess what? It is! :P That's right everyone! :) My birthday is next week Tuesday 20th August :D I'm actually kind  of happy about it it's like a new age and a new start! :) Anyways other than that my sister did find a few vacancies which I will apply to as soon as I get MircroSoft Office :)

Also I am kind of excited about the jewellery making so I can't wait to start up on that!! :D Other than that today nothing much really happened although I haven't forgotten about my chapter update! so don't worry about that I will definitely put that up soon and most probably some time this week :) Honestly I know I keep delaying it but I'm hoping I will be able to upload it this week! :D

Laptop is still not sorted out but I will be making a start on it today so don't worry about that :)

Well that's all for today take care and think positive xoxox

Henna design and other creative stuff and update (Saturday 10th August2013)

Hey everyone!! :D

Ok so today I was in a lot of pain but I wasn't doing much! I would've blogged earlier but I was making up a game with my younger brother!

Honestly me and my younger bro can always combine our ideas to make really awesome games!! :D just like me and my youngest sister can combine to make really awesome games and sims houses!! :D

Anyway the game is a card game and its about battle and stuff so I can't wait to make and play this game it's going to be real fun!! :D

At one point during the day I was looking for the henna but somehow I ended up losing it and felt bad a out it because its a brand new henna. However I did put henna on but it was one of the other packets that my mum got and it was those chemically made henna which honestly isn't really good! But I put it on and instantly took it off so my skin doesn't get damaged normally I wouldn't have out it on but thankfully it wasn't so bad, here's he result:

This is the actual henna when I put it on

This is how it looks like when I took it off! :D

Also before I put the henna on me and my youngest sister finally gave out the chocolate cake. It was scrumptious!! Tasted just like a chocolate cake with nuts from the bakery shops!! Here's how it looks like and look at Aston!! He's soo cute:

This was my piece so yummy!! :D

Also a little later that day my older brother came to me with some good news!!! My hard drive finally came and he already out everything inside!! So now I could sort out all my old stuff and add in what I really need to and also finally start using my laptop properly!! :D which means major changes to my blogs and also my writing blog will change too! :D

Speaking of writing I want to apologise to everyone about my chapter not being uploaded I really feel terrible about it so I wanted to let you all know that it will be up definitely in the next couple of days!!

I just got overly excited and took a picture of my hard drive :D

Anyways that's all for today and like always take care and think positive because when you do it really does help in life! It really eases away all the pain and stress people build up!! :D xoxox

Update!! :D

Hello Everyone!! ::D

Great news!! My lapop actually arrived at my uni over a week ago but silly me my number wasn't typed correctly so I didn't get the text to pick it up!! However I'm going to go tomorrow to pick it up!!! :D Soo there's gonna be a lot of changes happening to my blog as well as news that I would like to share :P

My blogs would be changing drastically! Not so much on this one as it will be on my other blogs!!

Anyways I'm excited and thought I'd share it with you all! :D

Also I noticed that this blog has become very popular and that there a lot of people viewing my page from around the world!! :D So I would like to thank you all for viewing my page and keep supporting me!! :D

Lastly I woke up hearing my mum saying that it's going to be Eid NEXT WEEK!!!! :D I was so excited that I'm looking forward to it and hopefully by then I shall be able to make a refresh of my Expressive writing blog and my Sims 2 blog!! :D Of course I'll be doing something very special for Eid for you all too!! :D

Anyways That's all for now I'm going to write an update post on the other blogs so I'll post again later today for the Ramadan Diary!! :D I just had to post this right away! Take care and think positive xoxox