Feeling of mixed emotions in one

Hey Everyone!! :D

Ok so I know it's been a long time since I lasted posted but it's because I've been really busy!! Honest :O

Today was a very special occasion (6th April 2014) I won't say what it is just yet because I don't want to ruin it or anything. But there was a lot going on today and I've been feeling mixed things from it. Sad, happy amazed and proud are some of the many emotions I'm feeling right now. Now I know I'm not really saying anything but believe me after a month or so you'll know exactly why that is - I know I know that's such a long time away but believe me it's worth it ;)

Other than that I'm really sorry for not posting much about my daily life. Busy schedule recently so I'll try to post weekly just you all could know what happened over the week! :)

This week was very busy and tiring at the same time but amazing and happy as well.

Health wise nothing much had changed except for my appointment that is coming this month so I'm looking forward to that. ;) I hope my health would improve a ton and I hope to get well soon as I've noticed how popular I am!! :O (jk jk, although there's a lot of responsibility though that I can't do which I want to do).

Lastly, I've been working on my writing recently so if you go over to my writing blog you will see them! So please do check them out and let me know what you think of them!! Doing two collab work which I'm enjoying a lot and of course there's my story too. Also a little side not for this one PLEASE MAKE SURE TO READ THE 'quick update' POST!! As it has important updates on my writing.

Ok well I think that's all about what I can say :) I'm really sorry for not saying too much but I hope that you'll appreciate it and enjoy it and sooth yourself with some reading over at my Expressive Writing blog.

Take care everything and think positive Tarana A beaming shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

hey hey

Hellloooo!! :D

Ok so I've been preoccupied these few days (since my last post) with writing and taking my lil sis to her placement for the week :) So it's not like me to neglect you :O Anyways nothing really much to say today except that the last post contained a lot of artsy work and not this post will contain some creative writing work, so here's the links to the most recent writing work I've been doing and of course the collab writing work too :)





http://express-writing.blogspot.co.uk/2014/03/another-collab-work-is-out-d.html

http://express-writing.blogspot.co.uk/2014/03/check-this-out.html

Also please make sure to check out my co-writers blog that they created, daydreamer, I must admit it's actually better than mine for sure!! :O So if you like any of my creative writing work then please check out daydreamers' work it's great!!

daydreamersflashbacks.blogspot.co.uk

Well I guess that's it for now ;) I'll talk to you all soon (more likely tomorrow) until then take care and think positive. Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

Happy 1 year and 2 days anniversary!! :)

Heey everyone!! :D

Ok I know I've said I'll be doing a lot, and I did say I'll be making some changes to this blog (which I haven't given up on yet it will be done soon) so bare with me please. Also, given from the title, it's now my 1 year and 2 days anniversary since I've made this blog!! ^^ I'm really happy, I still remembered how I used to get 1 view or so in my blog and I felt extrememly happy! :)

Even now it's nice to know how as soon as I post something it automatically recieves a few views and I owe it all to you! So thank you so much!! :D It means the world to me to know that I'm able to be a part of your life even in the most smallest way possible, I really appreciate each and every view and person :)




If you head on over to my Expressive writing you will see my recent post :) I've posted the post just before writing this post and it's on a song I wrote :P I NEVER write songs or ever recorded myself doing one (I didn't record this by the way). I just randomly thought of this and I wanted to write it down and to be honest I'm actually happy at how it turned out. There is a reason why I wrote this song but I prefer not to say :P and I know most poeple would assume things from reading the lyrics but I still won't tell you if it's right or wrong :P So please check it out it's called I love you

Click to read the song

Also I've started to do my collab writing work with people so make sure to check that out over at my expressive writing blog. I'm really enjoying it and it's very interesting what others come up with I hope to do more over time :)

Ok well I hope you all are doing well and are always thinking positively. My healthis pretty much the same still but anytime there is sunlight I go out in the sun and enjoy the sunshine :) Although I got a little sunburnt but I'm still good :) I just hope that my health will get better soon though! :)

Take care and stay positive Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox

Gosh that was too long of a break!

Hey Everyone! :)

How you all been? I know I know, it's been so long since I've posted, but I've been ill, distracted and just simply wasn't able to do so. However, the good news is that I've done some artwork over the month of Feurary, and also this month so I'm not completely MIA. Unfortunately the changes I was hoping to make to my blog are still undergoing and would be done, I really hope, soon. Lastly, I have an announcement to make but I'll keep it until the end so look out for that :) Or just scroll right down and read the message because I know some of you will :P So lets get to the describing of all the pictures and photos I've taken shall we? :P

Ok this picture I have to admit I didn't like it at first because I thought it wasn't coming out the way I wanted it to. However, now that I look back at it I actually really love it a lot :P I also used my gold and silver markers that I bought and got a little excited with them (you'll see why in the next picture) (picture on: 3/2/14).

As you can tell I was having fun with my markers lol after I did my rose up there  I decided that I wanted to do some doodling of any sort using my markers so this was just me exploring in my mind. I actually had a lot of things I was thinking about but didn't express to much though. (Picture done on 3/2/14).

Ok this was when I really wanted to express positivity and optimism because some people I know were being really down and negative so I wanted to share with them something positive. I also thought that I might as well share it with you all too so here it is. The message reads 'A positive thought, is a colourful thought, think of one a day, to help your life be, full of of colourful ideas.' I really hope this helps you all out if you ever feel sad or depressed. I used collage of different colours gluing it together and using, of course, my metallic markers, to present this. It was a really fun artsy project, I think it would be even fun if anyone had a chance of making their own one themselves. (This picture was done at: Background: 3/2/14 and message 4/2/14).

This was a time when my youngest sister, big sister and mum went to the market and they bought me a few things! It was so sweet of them, just like this tiramisu it was a heavenly delight and so good!

My youngest sister bought me this candle set. It was so sweet of her to buy me one I felt truly loved that day! :D I still haven't used it yet though :P But I shall do at one point ;)





















Ok this was soooo sweet of my friend! :D She really made me smile! This was a postcard from my friend who went on a holiday and I was completely surprised! :O I felt so loved and so happy to get it. When it arrive my mum said to me I received a letter I was asking her is it from the council or something related to health? She said it's a card. I was so confused and when I saw it I was like oh who sent me a postcard? I read the whole thing and it was from my friend!!! I was sooo surprised and happy! I felt sooo loved and it really made my day so much! :D Thanks Roseanne of you're reading this ;) I'm really happy that you had such a wonderful time.

This was my second attempt at the rose :P I love this one too, it actually reminded me of the other rose I did as well. I think they are both really good :) This was again one of the picture that I didn't like at first because it wasn't exactly how I visualised it but I think it came out good. I'm satisfied with the end result still.  (Picture done on 9/2//14)

I really enjoyed making those inspirational and positive messages and I think it's nice to no how to encourage it. I really hope this helps people becaue it's always nice to know if it helps someone. The message 'Don't surround yourself with the negative, surround yourself with positive and BLOOM <3' I hope this helps people in some way I truly hope that it does. I really in this too, I hope that people will take something from this. Also I was doing this while I was getting some sun outside of my house as you know I need it for the vitamin D so I'm getting all the sunlight I can get :P (Picture done on 5/3/14)

This was another drawing that I did, I really like this one a lot because I always wanted to do really well with rocks and pathways, this was my main focus on this. Even though I know there is always room for improvement I still like this one a lot!! :D This was also done outside too :) I really enjoyed doing this one a lot :) (Picture done on 12/3/14)

This was my latest artwork and I'm really happy at how it turned out. I really wanted random flowers and and blooms but having like a tangled loop going over it! :) I really enjoyed doing this too. I hope you all like it I really like this one a lot. (picture: flowers on 12/3/14 & thorns and branches 13/3/14)

Well now it's time for the final thing that I was holding back :) If you're all following me on my expressive writing blog you all would know this. But if not well then let me tell you about it!!! I started a collab writing with a friend of mine, her name is Leah, she's an amazing girl and I'm glad I met her. We started a writing collab together and well I've just finished the first chapter so let me present it to you:

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We decided to make it a chapter by chapter writing. Of course discussing the details of it with each other and presenting the chapter and then if we both agree then I upload it to my writing blog. If you enjoy it please let me know! :)

Also follow me on twitter and instagram and my other blogs too!! :D Take care everyone and always think positive! Tarana A beaming star shining with positivity for the world to embrace xoxox